[EcM] November - Crazy Bitch
Nov. 20th, 2007 03:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
objectified...you got a lovely face.
We're going to your place...
...and now you've got to freak me out.
He'd been with worse before. The hot and cold of it all was nothing really, in fact at times it just made her a bit more entertaining late at night. It was like flipping a switch at times, trying to figure out what could set her off... what would settle her down. He had even odds on most things in life, but it seemed she was the one thing he couldn't actually get a number on. He should have been able to get the perfect girl, all wrapped up in silk when he was ready for nice, and leather clad when he was itching for naughty.
Instead he had Elle, and even now he wasn't sure if that was a good thing or a bad thing. It wasn't anything that she did either... it was the one chaotic thing in his life and he was grateful for the fact that for some unknown reason she wasn't quite as 'dependable' as the rest of the things around him. She wasn't like the empty gallon of milk he knew he'd put back being remarkably not empty the next time he needed something for his cereal.
She was kind of crazy, and that was putting it mildly some days. The shine in her eyes and that crooked smile that betrayed her innocence was what attracted him to her in the first place. The fact that even behind all the lack of experience she had, Elle was nothing at all close to inexperienced. She was chaos, and she was probably a bit more than just delusional, and he just didn't seem to care.
When he'd hear the crackle and pop against the plaster in the halls he was never quite sure which Elle was going to visit him. In fact there had been times when he was pretty sure even she didn't know who she really was... but still he stood by her side, because in all the chaos she created some sort of sanity for himself. Maybe in a way he was using her... trying to figure out what it was about her that he couldn't control, but he figured she was using him too, trying to figure out why he stuck around... and how much he could tolerate of what she was.
